Like This Was A Movie

Isn't it strange, how sometimes you feel like you're in your own movie of some kind because things happen out of crazy coincidence.
I posted something up here last night when I was 'thinking'... and this morning I get a call about something kind of serious but the conversation leads off to her letting me know exactly where he is (and I am 101% certain this person has no idea about how I feel about him). Is this God playing with me? I'm just a small girl in this big big world, He cannot possibly have time for this.

On top of that, after the call Mum starts talking about boys/men and relationships and the things she said was like she knew who I was thinking of secretly, letting me know how bad those kind of relationships would be, how they don't work out most of the time and that she recommends that girls should find someone a LOT older than themselves. It's really weird. And there's me thinking, if something actually happens between him and I and my mum's not pleased about who I've chosen, what would I do? Would I doubt myself? Would it be possible to persuade her? I know she would never tear us apart because my parents have always said that they would respect our choices (but will include their opinions though) even if we ended up choosing a Caucasian who cannot communicate with them (I assume that's a common fear emigrated Asian parents have).

I've always been a good girl, listening to everything they have to say. I've never defied them before, because I never had to. I understand them and they understand me. When something's really wrong then I wouldn't do it, but if something's not too bad, they would let me try it. I love them for that. But when it comes to 'love', it's a very grey area. Wrong and right is from the eye of the beholder. Maybe I just have to hope that nothing happens between him and I, then I won't have to be torn between two.  

On a different note, it's Valentine's Day tomorrow and I recently saw on FB a photo where the girl tells the guy that he doesn't have to get her anything for V Day, followed by a photo saying "It's a Trap!". Thought it was funny. I have to admit girls are quite hard to read sometimes. But if I ever do end up spending V-Day with someone special, I really don't need a present, a nice simple but romantic day with them would be enough. To be honest I hate having to think of what presents to get for people (friends, family, whoever) and I can't imagine how much harder that will seem for a guy getting a present for his girl... but then it depends of what type of girl it is. Some are really straight-forward like me, they mean what they say. My mother taught me to be like that, and also to express why I'm not happy instead of sulking about it (did that a lot when I was young, I had a pretty bad temper when I was a kid. Mum said I was just like her before she got married, Dad changed her for the better).

That's all from me for now.... have a nice V-Day with whoever you're with if you're with whoever. LOL